Wednesday, January 18, 2017

Rhino

Sometimes, when Mousie was in a deep sleep, she would snore like a Rhino! 
For a split second, I would think it was me. 

(pic taken 2011)

Wednesday, January 11, 2017

This Year

This year, on a personal level, there were ups and downs. On a world level, I don't think I need to explain how horrific it was. 
I am praying that this year is better than last year. We can only hope.

(pic taken 2009. So long ago now.)

Wednesday, December 28, 2016

Eat Too Much

Sometimes, you gotta eat too much


and not give a sh*t!


I hope everyone enjoyed their Christmas break.

(pic taken 2012)

Saturday, December 24, 2016

Christmas Grieve

This is another one of those hurdles that we all go through in the first year of a kitty's passing. 
Every year for the past 14 years I have either babysat Mousie and had Xmas lunch with her, or got to see her between the Christmas and New Year break.
  It is a corner that needs to be turned, but no less painful.

(pics taken Xmas 2015)

Thursday, December 15, 2016

Almost There

We are almost at the end of one of the most awful years ever
Thank G'd!

(pic taken January 2012)

Saturday, December 10, 2016

The 6 - Month Mark

It's 6 months to the day that I lost Mousie. It has not been easy for me. As you all know there are good days and bad. When you think you're ok, it sneaks up from behind and pulls the rug out from under you. The summer was the worst, and as soon as the weather started to change, I started to come to terms with it.
 Or so I thought. I have not done any pet-sitting as I don't feel ready to do so. Of course I see animals when I am out and about, but as I live in a predominantly urban area, The pets I see are mostly dogs - the enemy! I do see cats on occasion. When I do, I believe it is her - through them - checking up on me. (Don't worry, I haven't lost my marbles, hear me out on this one.) When I am at my local gym in the evening, there is a black and white tom that walks by the window sometimes and just stands and stares at me. It's like she is saying thru him: ''Yo, dude, you okay down there?" and I'm like, 'No! not at all. But hanging in there. Just.'
 And she's like, ' C'mon, don't be ridiculous. I'm okay now. I'm not in pain any more, so get a grip.' 
Okay Mouse. I'll try.

(pics from 2011 and 2014)

Tuesday, December 06, 2016

Practical Joke

This year was a joke,
right?

(pic taken Summer 2014)

Saturday, November 26, 2016

Almost

Sometimes, when I think real hard
it's almost like she's here and I can touch her.

(pic taken 2015)

Saturday, November 19, 2016

Motivation

Today my motivation
 be like  ¬
(pics taken 2013)

Monday, November 14, 2016

Contemplative

Contemplating what has happened in the past week, and trying to make sense of it all.
The best we can do is try and find peace within ourselves in a world that seems to have lost all sense.

(pic taken Autumn, 2014)